nursing

I didn't nurse my baby before bed tonight. It's the first time ever and I want to cry about it. She seemed to accept a bottle in lieu of the boob, still, it makes me sad that this chapter is quickly ending with her and I. She is 13 months, I have far exceeded the recommended nursing time frame, so I should feel proud about that. And don't get me wrong, I have longed to be finished with this chapter for the freedom, but I didn't think I'd feel this sad about it. I just love her so much and can't believe how quickly she is growing up.